Rambling On&School?!

Hey guys,

So firstly, today I could not decide on what to blog about, I suppose, I am not inspired lately. But I promised my self I would do a post today so here it is. I asked Lia what I should do and she said ramble about your life, But that may be slightly boring for you. Oh well, we will see how this goes.

I have been quite happy lately despite something tragic that has happened in my family. Now, I will open up about this but only to an extent as obviously this is quite personal. Basically, my uncle has sadly passed away. It was quite a shock to me, and I am still trying to get to terms with it. His funeral was the 26th, and so that was a hard day for me as it would be for anyone. It was very odd in my head, looking around thinking is this actually happening, no.. it can't be. But it was - obviously. I just sat and looked lifeless. It did not feel real to me, AT ALL. However I was sat with my sister, she was so supportive and so brave (thankyou), this made it somewhat easier. I could not stop crying as soon as I started but despite this, I still thought of happy thoughts like how he was before he died. I guess you have to ALWAYS look on the bright side, no matter what, it helps. - Trying to get off subject swiftly..
Although this has happened, I still seem the same with my friends. Yes I had my sad days, and I always will but I still seem myself when I'm with them. I'm glad. After all, I cant just stop being myself can I?!

I would say this is a 'very important time of my life' but I do not believe it is. Exams. We try to remember the whole 5 years worth of information just for maybe an hour and a half.. for a grade. I personally don't think these grades are important. Yes they get you to A levels, college etc. but isn't working hard important? after sixth form/college you have to work hard for your job, or whatever you are doing. You may get a D in your English exam and still be the best writer known. If you mess up something stupid in the exam causing you to not get a C or above, What''s stopping you from doing something you know you are good at? (I'm not saying don't revise btw) Just think about that for a second.

Incase you couldn't tell I'm leaving school. Yes I will miss it, mostly the teachers.. but I am ready for the change. To actually do something I enjoy and am passionate about instead of sitting in sweaty classrooms wondering 'what am I even doing here? I wont speak too much about this, as my next blog post will be describing this - including pictures;).

So that's it for now, I love you all!
Adios amigo's!xo

Exams and Prom?!

Hey guys,

Firstly, I hope you've had a great week. This week has been the start of my official exams (wait what.. I'm growing up..? Oh god.) The thought of me leaving school is great to be quite honest and, even though I complain every single day as I leave my front door, it hasn't been that bad. I've had a fair share of memories (some good, some bad) however, I will still slightly miss it. Mostly the nice supportive teachers and the dreaded routine that I have to drag myself through every morning. - yes even that.-

That first paragraph seemed to have took me a while to write so I apologise if I'm rambling a little.
But yes, my exams and stress.. yay. I have done a past post about dealing with stress just in case you are interested - oh cheeky self promo. I have sat about 3 exams so far and to me they don't really feel real. They feel just like a mock I would be doing in preparation so I haven't really been worried or nervous yet. Which is strange because I thought I would be by now. I mean, don't get me wrong I have been stressed but that's mainly been because I'm trying my hardest to make sure I have learnt 5 years worth of several subjects, hahaha. Plus, some things have happened at home which I'd rather not discuss, not now anyway. For anyone else who may be taking their GCSE's, good luck and just try your hardest.

DON'T LET STRESS BRING YOU DOWN

Now for the other subject, PROM.
Yay, I'm really excited for prom. Yes I know, everyone has mixed feelings about this. Personally I have looked forward to the night of feeling beautiful since I started secondary school. - Prom and being able to walk straight in for lunch haha!- The only thing I am worried for is that maybe it wont be as fabulous we all make it out to be, and I really hope it is. A princess-y sparkly dress, with a tiara isn't everyone's cup of tea but it sure is mine. I  have my dress sorted, I just need my shoes and a clutch bag, which I am on the hunt for. For anyone who is having their prom next year or just in the future, I suggest you go just because it'll be the last time you are all together having fun - even with the people you hate. I hope it isn't the last time I see my best friends though..

I'm going to have to finish there because its getting soppy and cheesy and I shall not get into that.
So have a good week, I love you all.

Adios Amigo's!xo

-P.s my blog has had a makeover from my friend Tom, let me know what you think of it in the comments:) -

May time already?!

Hey guys, 

Firstly I know this was meant to be up Sunday but I have stayed up writing this and until I go to sleep it is not Monday. I also appologise again for lack of posts on Wednesday, but i have decided that because I'm a lazy person, I am only going to post on Sundays. But hey, it's better than nothing.

So, yes, it's May, technically today is bank holiday Monday as it is May Day believe it or not. I think so far, this year has flown by and it scares me a little because it seems like I've done absolutely nothing yet and I feel as though I'm wasting my life. I honestly can't wait for summer just so I can complete things on my bucket list and feel like I've done something. However they say make the days count, I try my hardest to do so but it is incredibly hard as I am quite a boring person, 

It seems like I was only at olly murs' concert last week, when It actually was over a month ago. - a blog post about this will appear soon:). I will soon be leaving school, yikes! But to be honest I don't think I've ever felt more ready. I am trying to make most of my days revising but that isn't really working out for me so far.. I lose concentration quite quickly in those situations and I really shouldn't. 

But I don't even know what I am rambling on about, not even anything to do with May. If you have any blog post ideas please tell me int he comments and I will most likely write one! I appologise for this being short an boring but what can you do..? I just hope you all have a fantastic bank holiday. I will leave you will this quote and hope you take note. I may write another post this week but I can't promise anything (it would only be to make up for this one). Have a lovely week and I love you all.

Adios amigos!xo